I always see this things that're like "don't do this thing to cope cuz its bad so do this instead it works just as well" but I tried so many different things to try and cope with my problems and the only things that seem to work are hurting myself and drinking and I know those are both bad for me and I want to stop but I dont feel like I have any other way to cope. please someone help me I don't know what to do I feel so lost and miserable
just a little update kind of? so like I've mentioned before how I'm anorexic but now I'm starting to try and recover again. It's way harder this time because when I recovered before I was barely even sick and now I feel like I've come much closer to hitting rock bottom (though I thankfully haven't hit rock bottom) but I'm still gonna try.
SO I CHANGED MY ICON ON FB TO THIS LAST NIGHT AND I WROTE A THING COMING OUT AND TWO OF MY RELATIVES LIKED IT AND ONE OF THEM COMMENTED AND THE OTHER WAS ONE OF MY KINDA HOMOPHOBIC AND PROBABLY TRANSPHOBIC RELATIVES I'M SCREAMING Nythero BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU SEE THIS //SCREAMING
So like about the thing with Abriana?? I saw her at school on Tuesday and we didn't talk at all and I went to a dance tonight and she talked to me like nothing ever happened????? I'm so confused I want to just curl up in a ball and listen to sad music and craft cry. I might try and talk to her next Tuesday at co-op but I just???? I'm??? so??? insanely???? confused??????
I always see this things that're like "don't do this thing to cope cuz its bad so do this instead it works just as well" but I tried so many different things to try and cope with my problems and the only things that seem to work are hurting myself and drinking and I know those are both bad for me and I want to stop but I dont feel like I have any other way to cope. please someone help me I don't know what to do I feel so lost and miserable
eating disorder mention tw but it's positive by bunnysnow, journal
eating disorder mention tw but it's positive
(Nythero (https://www.deviantart.com/nythero), tagging you to make sure you see this)
just a little update kind of? so like I've mentioned before how I'm anorexic but now I'm starting to try and recover again. It's way harder this time because when I recovered before I was barely even sick and now I feel like I've come much closer to hitting rock bottom (though I thankfully haven't hit rock bottom) but I'm still gonna try.
SO I CHANGED MY ICON ON FB TO THIS LAST NIGHT AND I WROTE A THING COMING OUT AND TWO OF MY RELATIVES LIKED IT AND ONE OF THEM COMMENTED AND THE OTHER WAS ONE OF MY KINDA HOMOPHOBIC AND PROBABLY TRANSPHOBIC RELATIVES I'M SCREAMING
Nythero (https://www.deviantart.com/nythero) BECAUSE I WANT TO MAKE SURE YOU SEE THIS
//SCREAMING
So like about the thing with Abriana?? I saw her at school on Tuesday and we didn't talk at all and I went to a dance tonight and she talked to me like nothing ever happened????? I'm so confused I want to just curl up in a ball and listen to sad music and craft cry. I might try and talk to her next Tuesday at co-op but I just???? I'm??? so??? insanely???? confused??????